It Me.........♥

Still remember the girl that so naught when she still younger..

Still remember the girl that like-ing eat sweet when she still younger..

Still remember the girl that keep making her parent smile when she still younger..

Still remember the girl that keep picking her mother flower and give it to her mother when she still younger..Still remember that girl that when she saw her sister cry she also follow cry when she still younger..A girl that always make her parent smile and care about her sister feel..

Now..Why that little girl change to big girl..She have change a lot..

She know how to hate a person,She know how to angry her parent that love she much when she still a little girl on this world..She know how to say a bad word,She know how to fight,She know how to slap a people that she don't like,She know how to make her parent feel disappoint to her,She know how to make her parent from happy to angry from angry to sadness..This is what she had done when she growing up...A girl that naught but always making people feel funny have disappear,A girl that always begged her mom to buy sweet to her have disappear,A girl that always making her parent smile have disappear,A girl that like to pick her mother flower and give to her mother as present have disappear,A girl that saw her sister cry and follow to cry also have disappear,A girl that always make her family smile,laugh,funny have disappear..

Did i'm really have make them disappoint to me..Have i really done wrong..

Did i really change a lot as you say.Where is the girl that kind when she was still a little girl.

Where is that girl that always fun...She have disappear..

Why she had change a lot..Why she keep keep keep change her character..

Because of she friend..She have hurt a lot by her own friend..

She have been hate and keep saying her are bad girl by 3years..

But,what her just do..she didn't care it so much.She just endure it..She keep believe herself that she have a lot of friend.She keep saying to herself that nobody hate her..She have keep this all thing on her heart by 3years..She always fake a smile to her friend,She always forgive the girl that always hurt her,She always give the girl chance.But,what she have got..She just got a pain..a pain that been in her heart 3years..This year [2011] she can't endure anymore..She started to change,She Stared to a bad girl..But,everyone had just knew that truth on that Friday [30.09.2011]..Everyone knew that she not a bad girl n stopped to hate her again..This girl have been freedom by the people that hate her..

But why she still endure the pain..Why she still pain on her heart..Because she can't endure all the pain that from her heart..She still keep fake a smile to her friend..But,did her friend really know that,her smile is fake..NO...none of people know that her smile is fake..Cause she have been pretend by 3years,she have habit it..She change to brave now..She not happy at all..She was been pain by a girl..A girl that was her best friend before..Did she really hate that girl...Ya,she become hate that girl from little to more..Before,she keep forgive and gave a change to the girl,but did the girl treasure it..No,she didn't treasure at all.Opposite,she had take away all her best friend from her life...

That girl have been pain by that girl was ME..

Did everyone really know the pain that from me..

I'm endure the pain for 3years,did u know that??

How come you always treat me as your toys..when you think that i was boring ,you just throw me away..But,what you have tell my friend..You tell them that was me don't want friend you first..

How come you treat me like this..

And i just can say for you,

Thank you for treat me like this,Thank you for treat me as your toys,And i have learn one things from you,that was not easily,simply to forgive and give a chance to a person that hurt you before..

You have make me change a lot..

Now..i just hope i can turn to the little girl that kind before..

But..did i really can change back...I don't think so...

Or i choose to be the girl just like now...

What the thing that i really appreciate now...That was my 1.Family 2.My Friend..

And for my family..i will always appreciate it until i leave this world..

And for my friend...i will always remember them until i leave this world..

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