Not Again......

I don't think that..we r best friends again...
And i don't want to being ur best friends again..
It was so tired for me..You don't think so...right???
Girl!!!
I HATE YOU..
you must know that..who am i saying!!!
I was saying you!! 
You!! Bullshit!!!
o0o
Fucking off of my head!!!!
I really hate you!!!
and i hate the name place mean KL..
That is name of someone!!!

♥My Lovely Puppy Dog...I Hope You...R.I.P ="(

My lovely puppy dog...i hope you will R.I.P...
she is a cute and nice dog...she has a pretty brown eyes and pretty brown color fur on her body...Her name was call "DEZZY"...such a sweet name..
But..she has past away on 11.11.11<<<( for people,it is a time to celebrate for SINGLE life)..she past away at this date and was in friday....
Now,i just hope her will be in beside of JESUS...
And REST IN PEACE...
We have been together by 4years 8 month..
We have too many pretty memories....I have cry loudly on today...
This was my sadness days...And was a Pain days....
Even she had past away and disappear from this world..
but,i not gonna to forget about her...and i will always remember her in my all way life..♥

Below....Just Read It....Type For Fun..=)

" To be with myself and center clarity..
  PEACE AND SERENITY...."


" I hope you know...
  That this has nothing to do with you...
  It's personal,Myself and I...
  We've got some straightenin' out to do.."


" Fairy tales don't always have a happy ending,
   do they and I foresee the dark ahead if i stay.."


" I'll be your BEST FRIENDS
  And you'll be mine VALENTINE..." 


" I've got to get a move on with my life..
  It's time to be a big girl now...
  So..big girl..don't cry,don't tears..."

For You..My Boys...

We had couple for 2weeks...
Now...maybe we should break,right???
Because,we not gonna meet each other soon...
My last day in school is 14.11.2011...(MONDAY)
I'm just accompany you until 14.11.2011...sorry about that..
I hope you can find a girl that better than me...
A girlfriends that pretty,nice,beautiful than me..all is better than me...
But..you don't forget that,you have a girlfriends that love you as a crazygirl..
And please don't forget about her....
I'm really hope that...when we have change to adult,we still can meet each other on somewhere....
DON'T FORGET...
I LOVE YOU....
I SHOULD LET GO OF YOU FROM MY LIFE,START NOW..
THANK YOU BEFORE FOR CHOOSING ME...
I'M WAS REALLY HAPPY IN THAT TIME...
BUT,NEXT YEAR WE CAN'T MEET AGAIN..SO,I CHOOSE TO LET YOU GO..
CAUSE...I BELIEVE THAT..NEXT YEAR IN YOUR HIGH SCHOOL..WILL HAVE A GIRL THAT BETTER THAN ME WILL LOVE YOU MORE THAN ME...
I ADMIT THAT...WHEN YOU HAD A NEW GF,I WILL TEARS FOR IT..
BUT..THE TEARS NOT GOING TO SHOWING AT MY FACE...
BUT..IS IN THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART...
THANK YOU BOYS...FOR LETTING ME HAD A HAPPY TIME WITH YOU..
I MISS THE MOMENT THAT I HUG YOU..
I MISS THE MOMENT THAT U HOLD MY HAND..
I LOVE ALL THAT MOMENT...AND I GONNA TREASURE THAT MOMENT ALWAYS IN MY MIND..
THAT IS MY PRETTY MOMENT,MEMORIES EVER IN MY MIND...
BOYS..DON'T FORGET THAT..I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ALL OF YOUR EX...
BOYS...I GONNA MISS YOU ALWAYS...
I'M NOT GOING TO FORGET YOU..
YOU ARE THE PERSON THAT I LOVING SO MUCH...
LET END IN HERE..
I'M GONNA CHANGE TO BRAVE..
AND TELL THAT "I WANT TO BREAK WITH YOU"
DON'T FORGET...THAT TIME I TELLING YOU..
MY HEART IS TEARS...
LOVE YOU...

For You "BEST FRIENDS"

Girls..i not disappear yet...So,I still is your friends =)
I know..yesterday she had come to school again..And you started to push away me...
I know..You like to being her friends,i like to being ur friends too...
But,are you gonna repeat the wrong that u had done before..
I hate the way that u betray me before..Are you still wan repeat it the mistake???
Can't we just make a best friends on this last few weeks..
Are you really gonna treat me like this..I not your game,I not your doll..
I know..i started know before..i know when she come to school again..You gonna push me away from ur best friend list,right??? So now..she had come back,are u gonna push me away..is ur decision ..I can't change it..But,i like-ing to being your best friends =)
I don't want to lost u this best friends =)...Your name didn't disappear from my BEST FRIEND list....But,are you still wan to stay in my best friend list...I'm also dunno about it..
I just know that u started to push me away..
I not gonna jealous when u with she..But i will hate you if u not gonna be my friends =)
So..can u always being my Best Friends until we become adult???
I saying not because i hate she,or hate you or i angry you...Is just because i want to know that..Are you still want to being my friends....
Cause i love the way you treat me when you still is my best friends...
In this few year.. so much bad memories and good memories between us...
But i just keep remember about the good memories between us not the bad memories..
I just wan u to being my friends again just like i treat her..she my friends too..
I just wan u n her still my friends...Not just a simple friends...I want is Best Friend..
Don't because of she then u trying to push away me..
Don't because of she then u trying to repeat ur mistake and betray me again...
Don't because of she then fight with me...
Don't because of she then break our friendship...
Don't because of she then forget our good memories...
You and her always is my best friends...
Now...I just want your answer,This answer must be true...
ARE YOU STILL WANT TO BEING MY BEST FRIENDS??? AND STAY YOUR NAME IN MY BEST FRIEND LIST?????
I hope you can answer my this question =)

Is End...

Finally..our primary6 GRADUATION DAYS is end..
When we r singing the graduation song..we gt go stage and shake hand with all of the teacher in our school..I try to endure my tears..But,i tears too.or maybe not tears ady..is cry T___T..
I saw many of primary6 student cry..some of the primary1-5 also gt cry..
I also dunno why them need to cry..
I gonna leave this school ady...
And i have an early holiday,just because i need to go k.k for do something on 15.11.2011(TUESDAY)...the last day i in this Chi Wen primary school is 14.11.2011(MONDAY)..I gonna miss all my best friend..And my Boys..
I sure i gonna miss him so much..DAMN MUCH!!!
What should i do on 14.11.2011...i sure i gonna cry again,right???
cry loudly of my heart!!...Next year i form1...I still have many way to go..
I not gonna forget that "I STILL A STUDENTS" this word!!
I'm not gonna let my mum disappoint with my result when i was Form1-5..
That is my  promise to myself....
Now...is time to HOLIDAY..
I just hope everyone had a happy holiday with family....
Some of them didn't go holiday..don't just Play CP at home ya =)
Try to help mum to do something =)..
For girl= don't Always go shopping or keep sms or keep playing FACEBOOK..
For boy=don't Always go Cyber or keep calling,sms with GF or keep playing Facebook or playing Blackshot or Dota..
=Try to help ur own mum to do something...Cause they always hard working for us..to pay the money and let we go to school and study hard...Now is holiday...Let them enjoy they holiday even just at home..Cause they was really tired..Just them don't let us know..
If you really understand the feeling of the tired, and really LOVE ur mum or dad..Please help them do something while in home..
Don't just keep Watching movie =)..






I LOVE MY MUM=)
 

Is 2morow The GRADUATION DAYS (04.11.2011)

Ya..Is 2morow..our chi wen school primary6 graduation days..
So,do you think i will cry?? The answer is "OF COURSE"..
Is our last last last GRADUTION in chi wen..
From the start.."PRIMARY1" we use to cry everyday just because don't like to go school..
Because hate school! hate HOMEWORK!!! but slowly..we started to like our school..
Just because we know many friends is chi wen school..And i started to have a boyfriends that same class with me =)..that why i like to go school in this few year...Even we just know each other for 4years,but we had so much beautiful memories..I don't know when can meet you all again..
But now..We have to leave chi wen primary school and go to FORM1..and we start to cry again..
When we in this chi wen school,we cry..When we gonna leave this school,we cry again..
And i have to thanks my classmate and some other student that in other class for being my friends all this year...And i have to thanks JESSICA TIEW & KRISTINE LEE for being my best friends and sister this all years =)..i'm not gonna forget you all =)
And i have to thanks my lovely person =)..he from my class too.. He my classmate before..but now was my BOYFRIENDS =)..
But ='(...when he was form1..he not same school with me..and was far away with my school..
But i hope we can meet on weekends ='(
ILY him damn much...
YAAA!!!...Today(03.11.2011 THURSDAY)everyone call me hold his hand..
But i don't want to><''...But..at last..i hold his hand too..We hug before xD..."SECRET YA ^^"
Graduation Days..was my sadness day..
TRACEY!!don't cry!! u can do it!!!.
My all best friends...I'll not gonna forget you all =)
I LOVE YOU ALL "as a friends"
And I LOVE YOU TOO "my dear"