Is not simple to forget u.....but i trying...should i just keep u in my mind.....

Maybe i should...But...wat will happen if i put u in my mind.....i think i will cry again.......

should i do tis....>>> use a fake smile to keep the hurt in my heart....wat will happen if i do tat...

it will make me hurt again.......y can't we juz forget a ppl with simply.....y im  must always remember tat person...

I Hate Tis Feeling!!!! I feel to kill tis Fucking Bitch Feeling!!!!!!!! 

I'm become so weird.......is juz a not prefect love..but...y i will so sad......

I'm become hate myself....hate hate hate hate!!!!! can i juz kill myselft! NOT..i will not go suicide anymore...

i choose to pain........but..boy<<<< u have many girl to like.....but me<<< just like rubbish ..........

a rubbish tat ppl don't like......I'm not like my best friend<<<that have a pretty FACE.......like a beauty roses....

Boy..i sure u will like my friend....not to like me a rubbish!!! 

I'm not the rubbish tat can recycle....n become good again.....i'm a rubbish tat cannot recycle....

i'm a rubbish tat juz can use to burn..n disappear from tis World!!!

My friend tat Beautiful Roses<<<will always have a ppl love n like......a roses tat always make ppl like it....if i'm a boy....i'm oso will love roses.......if i'm a boy....i  not going to love rubbish....

BTW.......in tis world...i still happy tat i have many Best Friend tat Care to me.....But kinda sad..cuz 1 of my best friend....it betray me....i can't say it out the name........but...i wan tell her tat....

i juz hope to b her friend....not to gv her to betray me..

BTW.....i juz write until here........next time i post new again....